My Favourite Love Story

If you came here for a sappy love story, I’m sorry to disappoint. This story is full of grief and hurt and pain. It’s full of hurt feelings and affairs. It contains some things that I still haven’t come to terms with, but I feel that they need to get out in the open. Don’t […]

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My Person

When you find your person, never let them go. You may ask “But how do I know if I’ve found ‘my person’?” You’ll know that you’ve found your person when every time you see them it’s just like a breath of fresh air. They’re brutally honest with you, but you know that they say everything […]

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It is Finished

As I sit here and realize that I’m not good enough, a series of emotions pour into me. One is despair. How will I ever succeed in this world? How will I get anyone to fall in love with me? How will I get a job? How will I keep friends? How will anything good […]

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The Past 10 Years

Ten years ago, I decided through an altar call that I was going to repeat a prayer and “accept Jesus into my heart”. Tomorrow I get baptized again. The past 10 years have been insane. They have been filled with laughter, change, hurt, and pain. They have been filled with many of the happiest moments, […]

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I’m Trying

Have you ever thought “I wonder what’s wrong with me”? This thought has been running laps in my head more that usual lately. For those of you who are unaware of my history, I am currently at my third school in three years and I’m on my sixth major. I’ve created an image around this. […]

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Baptism Sunday

While I realize that today is not Sunday (it’s currently Friday while I’m writing this), but I was just reflecting on the fact that I’m getting baptized this Sunday and how excited I am for this! I have been baptized before. I was 11 and I was told about my need to get baptized after […]

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de·re·al·i·za·tion dēˌrē(ə)ləˈzāSHən/ noun a feeling that one’s surroundings are not real, especially as a symptom of mental disturbance. I’ve written a lot about my anxiety and depression as I try to sort through it. It’s always been kind of scary. It’s always been an unknown. It always will be an unknown I think. Derealization is […]

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